Rose Thrives

I watch you sleep. Like a creepy ass Edward Cullen. And I think to myself how much this man means to me and how much I devastatingly have to leave […]

I woke up at 4 am. I woke up with pain and am glad I didn’t wake you, but sometimes want to shake you and say breathe goddamnit. I mean […]

I enjoy lights, all sorts of lights but especially sensory lights. They bring me joy and calm. Comfy things are my go to, but boy do I also love dressing […]

I sit here, exhausted and grateful. You fought so I could have the needs I need, and soon I will be able to sleep. Tomorrow I move to hospice and […]

The sky looks beautiful. I wonder where heaven is? In the sky ? Am I watching over you? If so I’ll do everything to keep on guiding you. I watch […]

I just got pain medicine. As I sit here telling you all my mistakes and all my accomplishments, you help me realize perhaps I lived a meaningful life after all. […]

When you told me you were giving me a website, I did not realized how much it was needed till I made my choice. Now I have a chance to […]

As I write this, despite the pain, I feel at peace, watching you across the room. So beautiful, so kind, so watchful. You are truly a creature of pure love. […]

I promised you I wouldn’t leave, so here’s your proof, I’m haunting you. Kidding, of course. Remember that big house we planned? 2 bedrooms and a shared one? Beautiful big […]

If you’re reading this I’m probably gone. I want to talk about meeting you We started chatting a few years ago before the whole ‘debacle’ I was so happy when […]