{"id":917,"date":"2025-03-26T12:42:23","date_gmt":"2025-03-26T12:42:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chrisplex.info\/?p=917"},"modified":"2024-12-26T13:42:30","modified_gmt":"2024-12-26T13:42:30","slug":"dear-c-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/?p=917","title":{"rendered":"Dear C,"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I watch you sleep. Like a creepy ass Edward Cullen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And I think to myself how much this man means to me and how much I devastatingly have to leave behind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Your smile is radiant. Those beautiful, permanently etched crows feet a sign of all the laughter and joy you&#8217;ve brought into this world. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If you think you&#8217;re the reason I left, no, you&#8217;re not. You&#8217;re the reason leaving is so God damn hard. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Every minute with you was beautiful. You treated me like a human being, but also didn&#8217;t ignore my disability and the needs that came a lot with it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The feeling of holding your hand and hiding in your chest when I was scared getting meds feels etched into my heart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I hope you know I&#8217;m not afraid anymore. I&#8217;m not in pain anymore. I&#8217;m not suffering anymore. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Love,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rose <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I watch you sleep. Like a creepy ass Edward Cullen. And I think to myself how much this man means to me and how much I devastatingly have to leave [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-917","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/917","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=917"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/917\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":918,"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/917\/revisions\/918"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=917"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=917"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosethrives.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=917"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}